Tom leaves his current area tomorrow for their "actual field" exercise. And while there they have to leave their phones, and can't call. Tonight they have to turn in their phones to be locked up.15 days of not talking to him is gonna suck. And in the last 48 hrs I have talked to him all of 20 mins. Just talked to him for the last time before he leaves...it's so hard to keep it together on the phone and not break down crying. But I have to be strong so he won't worry about us. This sucks. I just wish I could crawl in a hole right now. I'm exhausted, emotional, and down right pissy. Sometimes hearing his voice is what keeps me going, it rejuvinates me.
I think what really bothers me is that this is part of his year "home". Im very thankful he's not in Iraq, but damnit this is supposed to be our time. And now throw in we can't even talk! At the risk of sounding like a snot nose whiny kid, it just isn't fair
Ok I'm done whining...for now
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