Im having a good day, not emotional at all, but I miss Tom so much. This house just doesn't feel the same when he's gone. I imagine I miss him more tonight because it's my "friday night" so I can stay up late and not have to worry about homework or getting up tomorrow morning, but what's the point? It's also snowing and I made a big crock pot full of chili, so I just want to curl up under a blanket and snuggle with my honey. And since it's snowing I'm willing to bet he would have had tomorrow off. We could have spent all day playing with Em and enjoying a fire.
I really need to stop thinking about what we could be doing together, we aren't living that life right now. The first month is just a rough trasition period getting used to him not being here at all. It probably doesn't help I've only talked to him for about 45 mins the entire time he's been gone. Oh well tomorrows another day right? Em and I are gonna sit around, watch movies, eat chili with the neighbors and possibly go play in some snow, er ice pellets.
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